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Broke car. Hubby gone. Late rent. Alone. W 5 kids….

Hey guys. Im just lost and sad and i cant stop thinking and over thinking. This year as een the worst ever for me. Anything and everything bad that could appen to me has happened.. Im alone here. Always alone. I know nobody cares but its time….. Good bye. I wish i had love.

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  1. Five kids and no love? I’m sure your kids love you.

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  2. Becky Huynh Becky Huynh says:

    Please call the Helpline at 780-482-4357

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  3. You have 5 children who love you and a million resources.

    If you need help, ASK. There is always someone who will be there for you.

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  4. Yet another potential suicide note published on SO. Is this not illegal?
    Please feel better OP, there are always people who will listen. Be strong.

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    • Its a tough time of year for people.

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    • Very much. I definitely understand that. My father lost his battle with mental illness. I just get disturbed when these get publicly published.

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    • Dude at least they are trying to reach out. Do you know how hard that actually is??

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    • If it gets posted on here, than it was obviously put here for a reason. If the OP submitted it than THEY clearly wanted it posted and is reaching out. The OP can reach out for help any way they want, it’s not anyone else’s decision!

      And to the OP, hang in there. Things can seem like they will never get better but they will. And your 5 children, they need you! If you need anyone to talk to pm me please!

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    • Sorry for your loss Cory D Menzel. I can definitely understand it would be a huge trigger for you. Hopefully them posting can at least help save a life. <3

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  5. Leona Aquin Leona Aquin says:

    my dear there is help out there go to welfare, so many out there. where is your family, friends, and yes what Cameron said love is now with the kids hell with the ex or a new one, think of them first. so many singles out there doing great with out the other….if you want to talk send me message we can talk ive been there

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  6. Seek help ASAP. And please find someone, a neighbor, a friend, to look after your FIVE kids. They don’t need to see their momma like this, or potentially dead. There is HELP out there!!!

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  7. There will be other cars, other significant others, and more money. You are your children’s only mom and they need for you to keep holding on. You have a lot to teach them still, and they want their mom.

    Shoot me a message or add me as a friend if you need someone who cares to help talk you through this. Just breathe.

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  8. Its hard to see the light when we’re in the thick of it. Please reach out for help and ask for help. There are so many people who would help if they knew you needed it. You can do this even though life feels so overwhelming. 1 thing at a time, 1 little step at a time and I’m not sure how old your children are, but you could be suffering post partum or depression. The hospitals have a walk-in clinic with a psychiatrist every week. <3

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  9. Seriously??? You think suicide is funny? Christmas time has the highest number of suicides.

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  10. 5 kids. When your get your child tax on the 13th you’ll receive 450 each don’t worry about rent until then. For now. Breathe, take a walk in fresh air, get the kids to school so you could have time alone. If kids are not old enough for school, drop them off at the bissel Center child care for a few hours (they’ll feed them) and do something you enjoy

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  11. This may be the worst time in your life right now, but you could be missing out on the best time of your life, if you do something drastic. If times are difficult for you, then it’s probably the same for your kids. So if you hurt yourself, your kids will suffer for the rest of their lives. Just be strong a bit longer, reach out for help, and things will change quickly. Just hang in there. Lots of people here have offered to cha with you and to listen, and I’m offering too. Take that offer ok. Sometimes total strangers can be more help than you’d expect. Chin up hun. Things will get better.

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  12. Chris Dumais Chris Dumais says:

    Nah I think all these bullshit posts are funny.

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  13. Barb Sharpe Barb Sharpe says:

    #1 There is help. I run a non profit group called GiveBack Edmonton,Alberta check us out. You are not alone there is thousands of us out here.
    #2 Your life could be worse. There are people living in worse situations. Try to be grateful and see the psoitives. (your children)
    #3 I too was in a terrible situation and I found a way out and now I am the founder of a great group and huge community of loving and beautiful people.
    #4 NEVER GIVE UP.
    #5 You are young and have a amazing life ahead teach your children how to overcome what seems impossible. There is always away
    #6 You are beautiful stay that way.
    # 7 YOU ARE LOVED by so many, even people you have never met.
    # 8 Nothing is ever a mistake unless you do not learn from it .
    # 9 Life is full of ups and downs, do not let one bad year distroy a life time.
    # 10 We are hear to listen. <3

    Stay beautiful human <3

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  14. Chris Dumais Chris Dumais says:

    More than likely bullshit.

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  15. Just don’t comment at all….go get your belly laughs somewhere else….something wrong with you

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  16. Just don’t comment at all….go get your belly laughs somewhere else….something wrong with you

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  17. Admin
    …remove his comments pls..

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  18. Chris Dumais Chris Dumais says:

    Pretty sure whoever the OP is, is the troll.

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  19. Chris Dumais Chris Dumais says:

    Pretty sure whoever the OP is, is the troll.

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  20. Momentum Walk-In Counselling

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  21. April Snow April Snow says:

    Chris you have a child. Imagine for one moment if your child felt so devastated about whatever, would you laugh?
    Would you want someone to bully your child for reaching out. Bullshit or not, taking the time to kick someone who has said they are down is a rather cruel thing to do. Shame on you. Be better. Do better.
    The next shitty thing that happens to you or in your life that is totally out of your control, will be karma.

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  22. Cody Ryan Cody Ryan says:

    I just wanna say, I’m pleasantly surprised at the comments. Mostly positive. That’s a nice change. I hope you find what you’re looking for though. But first, look closest to you for happiness. Don’t be afraid to reach out to the services others have listed in the comments and I hope one day you can look back on this and think wow… I got through that.

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  23. You have 5 kids.. why are you saying you are alone? Your 5 kids are your reason to live. My hubby died. I still had my kid and cats to care for. If you kill yourself because your husband is “gone” then you basically abandoned your kids and they won’t feel you loved them. You are not alone you have 5 kids!! You need to get mental help and love them and yourself.

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  24. Melissa Bray Melissa Bray says:

    Please reach out. I have room at my dinner table on x mas

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  25. 211 is also a great resource, I’ve been told

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  26. Drop in free therapy at sites across the city..pls reach out http://www.dropinyeg.ca/mobile/

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  27. Can you really do that to your 5 babies? What will they do without you? Please don’t leave them…. they love you unconditionally. Seek help! Look at all this wonderful advice from the people commenting.

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  28. You are an ass. People that have mental health issues are ashamed for no reason, and reach out at any opportunity. Cancer is acceptable, suicidal thoughts are still not. Idiots like you make it worse. You think your kids are ‘smart enough’? It’s got nothing to do with being smart. I saw my 14 year old teenage daughter dying on the emergency table because she was in so much pain, and she was extremely smart. You’re an idiot to even suggest that people have control over emotional illness. Troll or not, show some respect to those that suffer.

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  29. Chris Dumais Chris Dumais says:

    Nah my kids will be smart enough. Thanks though.

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  30. Poster… You have 5 little souls that chose you to be there mother. They chose you because only you can love them the specific way they need to be loved in this life time… You are never alone… Overwhelmed yes, depressed yes… But you are not alone and you are LOVED. If you need a break or need a good session or a coffee… pm me. I’m a single mom, I know how lonely and overwhelming it can be.

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  31. Mj Mank Mj Mank says:

    Please respond so we all know you are ok. Please. People do care. You have children who loves you for sure. Pm me. Call 211.Call 7804964777 now and leave a message and let them know you need counselling immediately or come to 11808 St. Albert trail first thing in the morning. Someone can help or guide you to the right path to lessen your struggles and worries and all that is going on. Prayers for you and your babies that miraculously your hardship will be replaced with ease and comfort

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  32. I truly hope so, your kids deserve a great life. But thanks for your compassion and humanity.

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  33. I truly hope so, your kids deserve a great life. But thanks for your compassion and humanity.

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  34. Chris. Why are you so angry? What made you so bitter that you can be so hurtful to a grieving parent? I don’t understand

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  35. Tomorrow is a new day a fresh perspective but death is forever please reach out there is help.

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  36. pm me, im here for you

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  37. Chris Dumais all right then. True colours. If you respond negatively to this it’s just an affirmation to who you truly are. If you feel you need the last word it reaffirms your true insecurity in your humanity. Poster, life can turn around in a heartbeat, message me if you need a shoulder.

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  38. Dave Valente Dave Valente says:

    Must be getting close to Christmas

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  39. Ryan Rigsbee Ryan Rigsbee says:

    Do not give up. live life to the fullest. On day that puzzle piece will show up.

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  40. Gina Cook Gina Cook says:

    PLEASE HOLD ON! Don’t think how will I make it through this week or month-just 1 hour at a time, 1 min if you have to! Each min you hold on- IS A VICTORY! You told us here -THAT’s GOOD! That means YOU HAVE IT IN YOU TO KEEP GOING! Now, tell someone in your circle and tell them if, how and when you have made a plan. Promise to them you won’t do it for 24 hrs and make another plan to talk the next day. So many loved ones don’t pick up on the subtle tells that something is seriously wrong – reach out, give them a chance. Listen to some of the good advice on here; there’s people here who care that don’t even know you! Someone I care about recently told me how they went through such anguish( I had no idea) they planned to end it all, but a customer( not loved one) picked up on something that very day and shared their story – which ultimately helped save this persons life. PLEASE reach out to someone. I will be thinking of you tonight and praying for you and your loved ones

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  41. “Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. ”

    “You’ll only pass your pain on to someone else.”

    “Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.”

    Please read some inspirational quotes and apply them to yourself. They’re all true. Also, please phone the suicide hotline and speak with someone.

    It will get better. You have to remember your suffering will only be passed on to your loved ones. Your friends and family care about you and you obviously have people who love you. Don’t be afraid to reach out to them. Imagine the hurt they will feel and always asking themselves why did they do it why didn’t I see it coming why didn’t they tell me… Please get help for yourself.

    Things happen in our life that are good and bad. You can’t always just expect good times because that is not the reality. You will have bad things happen but you will have to learn to adapt and turn the bad into good. That’s what makes us human. Overcoming obstacles and becoming stronger from living them. Really shitty things happen sometimes but remember that you have one life to live and there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

    Do you really want your children to be without a father AND mother?

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  42. Mal Esther Mal Esther says:

    Please OP I appeal to your heart and the love in it for your children and the love for yourself. My mom committed suicide when I was an adult but it still hurts me deeply that I never got to say goodbye. Please OP you never know what tomorrow might bring…Listen to the other people commenting with info for resources you can tap into. There is help but sometimes we just need the information on where to look. Please PM me if you would like to talk. Hugs to you.

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  43. Joe Spence Joe Spence says:

    Maybe spend some time with your fucking kids and you wont be lonely, you dont need a man to find happiness, smarten the fuck up! No man wants to date a desperate crazy suicidal bitch who doesnt give a fuck about what happens to her kids!

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  44. Jill says:

    You suck. Im not crying for a man., im crying because my car is broken down in a parking lot. Im crying because i owe 2 months rent that my ex was supposed to pay. Im crying because i have my babies that need me and im scared im failing. Im crying because 3 of my kids are 3 and under and i dont have a stroller or a way to go get my things out of my car. Im crying because i already couldnt afford xmas… Now this. Im overwhelmed with issues i never imagined id have to face alone. So never mind the man who played god in my home that i pay for… Im just sad that im alone… As in no coffee chit chat no momma to ask for advice no family nobody. Alway nobody

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  45. Lina Kozoway Lina Kozoway says:

    I have no idea who you are, but please remember, YOU matter!!! Life gives us all curve balls, and when you hit bottom, there’s only one way to go…and that’s up!! Your children need you and this world needs you. Remember that just because we don’t personally know you, doesn’t mean that you’re not loved or cared about. There are many places to seek help, please use them to your advantage. Message me if you just need an ear…I have two

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  46. Op please pm me. I want to talk to you and offer a shoulder and a hug and some help.

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  47. The YWCA has a counselling program if you are looking for someone to talk to. It is accessible to everyone regardless of finances.

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  48. Well perhaps if you dint stay anon…REACH OUT

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  49. Lost my brother to suicide…only thing it did was hurt those that loved him

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  50. Kayla Stager Kayla Stager says:

    Can this some how be tracked?!?

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  51. Jill says:

    Im still here. A moment of weakness was all… I had nobody to talk to and still alone with my lil people. Ive never felt so horrible. Thank you for all your kind words. I appreciate them … To top it all off i woke up to the upstairs toilet flooding and both floors covered in stink water… Whats next…

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